i discovered fashion by myself when i was a little kid .

don't fcuking force me . okay is this what you want ? DEAL NOW ?

i'm forced to give up,seriously . you know once i set a goal . i'll try my best to aim it . and get a good achievement , never disappoint you . i know it's risky . but i'd rather bet my studies because i know this is what i want . i got my own dream & insisted to pursue my dream . you know right ? WHY WHY ?

my heart,stabbed .

from now onwards,

i should say byebye lkw .

form 6 ?

why isit form6 stuff again . tell me you will trust me and gimme confidence in whatever way i choose okay ? please i need support . eventho i'm all alone now .

: /

its complicated . thanks for the answer like finally ? : / i forced to give up ? maybe i really need to face the fact ? it's time to face the reality ? really feel so sad . things keep changing . seriously i think i'm so selfish . how can i argued with them . mum,dad,aunt,uncle just because i insisted to take the course that i want . i'm stubborn, i know . i can't make up my mind since you decided and you told me .

DAMN IT !

seriously feel so sad at the moment . :'(

go away .

SHOP for mother's day

wanted to watch furry vengence . but its all full . Damn it . now only i realized the last movie i watched in cinema was 'from paris with love' . Waaa . outdated shit . : / movie plan cancelled so we went shopping . fenny bought her bag and toner . and i bought a dinner bag for mummy as mother's day present . amee joined us halfway then we went yumcha at station one . we had deep conversation with mummy about studies . at last also i didnt tell her amee's going to Utar . cause this might affect my studies also . and everything changed again . fenny mindset not to go lkw but raffles for business course . i started to blame myself . partly cause of myself always can't make a final decision so this is it . obviously i dont want this . mum would probably won't let me go kl if fenny's not going . SIGHs . form 6 isit a comfirm ? i didnt buy the skirt yet . isit for real or what ? Naa . i realized i need a P license asap . i'll drive my own and no more drivers . seriously owed lot of people ride . i need cash now . need job ! urgent . : x booked Moven Peak for tomorrow night dinner . ( :

CHANEL NO 5

GET ME THIS ! D :

“What do I wear in bed? Why, Chanel No. 5, of course.”

FINALLY

CHRIS IS BACK TO BLOG !

well well well . too many thing to express .and too many personal stuff to update . so thinking of blog might help me ? : /

currently updates

♡ most probably going f6 for 2 effin months for no reason . ( forced to )

♡ after that will be going lkw and taking up diploma in fashion&retail design course .

♡ waiting for my L license now and soon will be P license .

♡ i have to announce my cellphone is dead right now . so plan to buy myself a new one . ( :

♡ cash please cash ?

♡ thinking of you . you made my life suck, thankyou .

yesterday went tong sui gai with aun after working . then chit chat awhile with laikuan and joey . Hmm . fyi i've changed my job to cultural walk there (still in parade) . selling crystal jewellery all . now adays will be working alone . so come a pay me a visit . at least it helps to cure my boredom . ; P